Day 9 - what you hope your future will be like.

Oh boy - my future.  If you would have told me one year ago I was going to be living in Nashville about to return home for work I would have laughed my butt off at you.  I have no idea what my future will be.  What do I HOPE for?  Peace - love - music.  My heart is taking an awfully long time to heal since asshole-Jack.  I know the years are passing me by.  It might just be time to test the waters.  I'm understanding things about myself these days - seeing things is a little bit different light.  Boys still scare me.  They probably always will.  Like that person bit by a dog that gets a queezy feeling in their stomach whenever they see a dog - that's me.  I found a way to make peace with lots of issues in my past.  Dating again would be a big step forward.  Perhaps this summer - after I settle in at the new job - downtown brings lots of possibilities.  My music is still going so I know that part of my future is safe.  Right now I'm happy getting through one day at a time.  My future is wide open and I do believe it is in God's hands.