I don't remember what it was like to be fearless.  I have been afraid from as far back as 1996.  How does someone work though things they can't see?  Things that feel so real they take your breath away?  How do you mend what seems irrevocably broken?  What kind of therapy do you seek for irrational fear?  Yes, I know it's irrational to think no man will ever love me - that no man will ever treat me with respect and honesty I would give to him.  Knowing this doesn't make it any easier to deal with.