Regret

Oh lord what have I done?  Uprooted my life and moved across the country for a guy?  What on earth was I thinking?  I was thinking we were in love.  I was thinking he's the one.  I was thinking we were on the same page.  13 months into this and I see that I was misinformed.  Nothing in this dessert has gone according to my plan.  Nothing has worked out in my favor.  I couldn't get a do-over if I tried.  What have I done.